Ridiculousness.

Al the events in my life that I’m experiencing now, joblessness, stuck in the rut with nothing much to do and literally waiting things out, numerous health issues, last but not least my current hearing impairment are the nasty consequences of a culmination of events which occurred in my teenagehood. I have finally come to…

It’s a Matter of How the Tide Will Turn, As Well As How.

Writing-wise, if I seriously wanted to get back into my groove of updating on a semi-regular basis, it may do me good to go back to what I do best-known personal posts about my own observations and mental health, although I do think there has been an over-saturation of this topic on my blog lately….

Visual and auditory involuntary coping mechanisms

For the symptoms which interfere with quality of life, we take medication. For the rest of it we just have to learn to live in harmony with our own minds, even if our minds have gone down the rabbit hole into Wonderland. It seems my brain has come up with it’s own coping mechanisms for…

Service animals and brain silencers

Day 10/14, fluvoxamine. Friday. My mom said last night that if she were me she won’t be able to live. Medicated and unable to work. = no food on the table. Well it’s good that this health calamity is upon me, who’s having a semester progression break, and not her, the household sole breadwinner then….

Restless sleep, so many questions.

Day 9/14, fluvoxamine. Thursday. I did not have a restful sleep last night. I find it hard to comprehend fully what went through my head while I was asleep, but it definitely involved a lot of going about here and there, a fear of running into ghosts (a continuation of one of my past bad…

Don’t ask me about romantic relationships, here is why.

Day 6/14, Fluvoxamine. I’ve been writing fluvoxamine so many times that my phone immediately comes up with it in prediction now. I’m also going to switch up the title format for my fluvoxamine posts to spice things up. I’m going to be 23 and definitely not a kid anymore, and questions about my relationship status…

Dreams… And God.

After last night’s bout of ‘tearfulness’, the thought of sleeping alone didn’t appeal much to me, so I moved into my mother’s room on the sleeping mat on the floor. I’ve been keeping my hair half up in a bun as I am not bothering to comb it. I’ve also started vivid dreaming again. Today…

Day 3, Fluvoxamine

Friday. Woke up sleepy today because of the flu pill I took for my severe runny nose. 9+am, close to 10, that is, instead of the almost 9 sharp am my antidepressants has ensured I wake up at. I continued reading on my phone the e-novel I have started reading on Wattpad. Somewhere along I…